we're tumbling down

桃花開

a photo a day. if i can do it that is.
photos aren't supposed to be "artsy", just for memories!

5th grader who hung himself

There are some people in this world that I really do not understand. 'Fucking pissed off' would be an understatement for how I felt reading this article.

A brief summary: an 11-year-old boy hung himself after being continuously bullied by classmates calling him gay .

Honestly, what the fuck is wrong with these kids? Not just kids but people who go so far to insult another person because they're gay. Why can't a person fucking decide what they want for themself. What gives other people the right to say that they aren't allowed to be happy just because they are gay? How are they any less different from everyone else?

I just don't understand why countries ban gay marriage. Why should people who are heterosexual get to be married and be happy when those who are homosexual are not allowed to be happy? What gives the governments the right to stop these people? What, just because you were born different makes you strange? And obviously the people making these laws aren't gay. So what are they trying to say? "I get to be happy and marry whoever I want but you don't"? They must be single and miserable people.

That kid was a fucking 5th grader. From what I remember, 5th grade was so carefree. And his 10 year old sister had to find him. How fucked up is that? Because some people have different opinions and have passed on this homophobia to their children, this has caused some child to commit suicide. And the fact that he even told his teachers about the bullying pisses me off even more.

I don't fucking understand. Someone please explain to me.

being homosexual

Random thought today:

Not that I am one, but being gay/lesbian would be quite convenient since you can have sleepovers with the other half and the parents wouldn't know. well I would think that they wouldn't find out as easily.

drift apart

from PBS

It's weird when you drift apart from friends, how one year you can be the best of friends but the next you have nothing in common. It's kind of sad, really, when the other person doesn't even bother to talk to you anymore, or that you didn't treasure the friendship at the time because of something else that seemed more important, perhaps boys.

i wonder

why is it that some people thrive off negativity? to feel better about themselves because of an insecurity?

i hate life and life hates me

http://www.ialink.tv/e_news/v2i9/images/angryasiangirl/angrylittlegirls1.jpg
Almost as angry as her!

i don't know why but i am annoyed with the world again. life is just so superficial. no one really seems to appreciate things at a deeper level.

what is beauty so important? why do people enjoy beauty for being "pretty" or something that is perfect?

arg and why the hell are my stupid hong kong colleges not replying me but replying others......? just reject me already.

what is the point to life?

i'm not suicidal or anything, but really, what is the point to life?

We go to school now to finish high school so we can go to college. But when we get to college, we go to college to get our degree. Once we have our degree, we go get a job to earn a living and don't starve to death. By the time you've earned enough money, you're old as heck, most likely sick too. Then it'll just be too late to do anything in your life.

So, again, what is the point of living?

Flood It! 2

I am a failure at life. I've probably played 100 games already. Been playing for 2 hours straight. Someone save me.

why are people so stubborn

Just looking at this...

Source: http://oldstersview.files.wordpress.com/2008/07/picture-5.jpg

Reading an article for Econ and now I'm thinking about pollution and all that crap. China is blamed for polluting so much, but it seems like China never really do anything about it. And if they do, it never really works.

Take the smoking law they created. No smoking in all restaurants. what total bullshit. I can walk into almost any restaurant now and you'd see people smoking. Drives me crazy how such a simple thing as telling the customer not to smoke or putting up non smoking signs won't work. Why can't Chinese people just sacrifice a little and not smoke when they're in the restaurant instead of getting all angry because they can't have their way? I don't understand. Someone please tell me.

Another example. The ban of plastic bags in supermarkets. That failed. Chinese people just go: "Why are you ripping me off? If i'm shopping at your supermarket, I should be getting plastic bags for what I buy." Why can't they just obey the freakin law and bring their own bags. Change starts from one person, as cheesy as that sounds. One person can make a difference. One person can save the world. Yes i'm trying to be cheesy.

Why are Chinese people so stubborn sometimes? I can't stand it. Yes, I'm Chinese too. But still. I'm not like that. Talking to my friends awhile ago, maybe they should start something like an Etiquette/How to live your life Class that is a requirement for all Chinese people, where they teach things like holding the door for someone, lining up at restaurants & not cutting -_-, throwing trash away, recycling, stopping at a red light, not moving your car when there is a traffic jam, ordering the right amount of food rather than so many dishes just to try one mouthful of each dish.

My god. So many things I can't stand. I'm not even exaggerating. Maybe I'm just so damn picky about every little detail, but when I go out, all those things that I mentioned above piss the hell out of me.

Enough of my rambling, better get back to this article of some Australian man dissing China for all the problems in the world.

swap

I wish I could switch wardrobes with a celebrity one day. Or a designer. Hmm.. who would it be?


Rihanna for the day, some lovely Diane Von Furstenberg dresses for night time, and of course, Badgley Mischka for special occasions.

travone hill

far right.

I'm sky high.

a collection of sky&landscape photos from when i first started using a digicam. if you can't tell already, i love skies.

summer 2004

2004 - 2005

2005 - 2006

2006 - 2007

summer 2007

2007 - 2008

summer 2008

2008 - 2009